Drinking Buddies and Takers

Esther:

Part I: Drinking Buddies

You’ve heard the old joke, “Doctor, it hurts when I do this.” “Then stop doing it.”

But if the thing that hurts is the way you’ve always lived, you’ll discover two unfortunate truths as you stop hurting yourself:

1. The only life you have a shot at improving is your own.
2. Some people will take your personal growth as an attack on them.

This is true for any area of growth:

·   When you take away the support beam of shared drinking or drugs, many of your friendships will crumble.

·   If you are a woman and decide to exercise and eat right, other women will turn on you. They will begin criticizing your appearance (“be careful you don’t get TOO skinny”) and scoffing at your food choices.

·   In the area of spiritual growth, consider this warning by Jesus in the Bible: “Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household” (Matthew 10:34-36).

·    If you stop relying on the same unhealthy coping mechanisms everyone else in your family relies on, I promise even some of your most mild-mannered relatives will be unpleasant toward you.

This happens across the board because, when you’re unhealthy, you attract unhealthy people (or you are the product of an unhealthy family or community). It’s comfortable as long as everyone stays on the same page. But when one person dares to change, everyone around that person is forced to look at two opposing beliefs and make a choice. In most cases, mob mentality wins and they attack the lone threat to the status quo.

Does this mean you shouldn’t pursue physical, mental, or spiritual health?

Of course not. But be warned, you will lose relationships. You will want your loved ones to come experience this better, healthier feeling, but, despite your best efforts to communicate with them, they will only hear you attacking their comfortable sickness. The majority of people would rather be surrounded by those who enable their mindsets, not those who challenge them. Some of those people will be the very closest people to you. Those relationships will die and you will mourn them.

Be encouraged, though, that you will gain relationships. Just as you’ve begun making peace with your loneliness, healthier people will notice you, will see you’re one of them now. The empty spots in your life will begin filling with new, deeper friendships. And these new relationships won’t have the down sides you thought all relationships had. There will be mutual respect, acceptance, kindness, encouragement to keep becoming a better version of you.

The road to health may be a much narrower road with fewer travelers, but it sure is a scenic route. If you can find it, you won’t miss the highway. 

Ben:

Part II: Takers

“Some of them want to abuse you…”

            - The Eurythmics

Unhealthy peers aren't the only obstacle to getting healthy. Takers are an equal if not greater threat to you.

Beware people who try to get something from you that ordinarily they’d have no right to.

Sometimes the “something” the takers try to get from you is valuable, like your time, effort, or property. Typically, the takers want this valuable “something” for free even though you’re entitled to receive something valuable in return. Think of the bully who uses the threat of force to get the smart kid to do their homework.

Other times takers want something priceless from you that, ethically or morally, they have no right to ask for because it violates (infringes upon) your physical, psychological, emotional, or cognitive boundaries afforded to you by virtue of your identity as a human being. An extreme example is a human trafficker who kidnaps women and children and sells them to the highest bidder. All this is done by takers advancing their own agendas. These are people bent on control. Beware these people.

While human traffickers do exist and must be pursued and prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law, much more common and subtle kinds of takers come in the form of controlling people who use a “You Owe Me” approach to get what they want. They do this by leveraging guilt, the repayment of a past favor, any kind of relationship or association, or even religion. In my life I’ve suffered a tremendous amount of emotional stress because I was caught up in relationships with people whose demands and expectations were unreasonably high, and at the same time my sense of self-worth was terribly low. These people got away with it because they convinced me that I owed them. It was my responsibility to make good on my debt to them. I allowed myself to be convinced that I needed these people because no one else would have me or because they led me to believe that I had taken something I wasn’t entitled to. I was easy prey for the takers and, as a result, paid the price of decades of trauma and unhappiness.

Sadly, the pleasers usually are the ones who get sucked into this “You Owe Me” emotional black hole these controllers create with their powerful forces of personality. Pleasers proceed from a desire to do the right thing and get approval; the shrewd controller sees this and takes advantage. Pretty soon, the demands of the controller escalate to the point where the pleaser is taking the brunt of the emotional strain and even damage as a result of this horrible arrangement. I was a pleaser and was no exception to this.

One example of a “You Owe Me” relationship is the dysfunctional family. 

Takers who employ family “You Owe Me” tactics are usually the hardest to resist. Typically, it is the patriarch or the matriarch of the family who establishes this relationship. The takers create pressure by setting nearly impossible expectations and being stingy with their love and approval, only doling it out in small measures when they get what they want, when they want it, and how they want it. The children climb, punch, and elbow one another to be first in line to get this “love” and approval. And heaven help the only child of the “You Owe Me” parent or parents. The spotlight focused on them is akin to a magnifying glass on an ant.

Takers look at their kids not as children to be raised but as resources to be exploited, even going so far as to take their children’s innocence. Takers not only use “You Owe Me” pressure to get what they want, but they also guarantee silence by raising it to “You Owe the Family.” The children learn to always side with the takers, toe the family line, and to never, ever, ever tell (even in situations without sexual abuse). Takers abuse their family power to advance their own agendas and continue to lord over their kids even after the adult children have left home and started families of their own. Patriarchal/matriarchal takers expect deference and obedience to flow upwards to family leadership like a familial Amway pyramid scheme. Family gatherings resemble royalty holding court so the children and younger family members can dote and bow and scrape, feeding the insatiable need of the taker to be adored and admired.

Similarly, dysfunctional churches operate in much the same way. 

There are churches that behave more like country clubs. These country club churches are run by a select few who donate generously and have been members for decades. Their time and money, coupled with a weak spiritual environment, allow takers to build and exert considerable influence in the church, often practically running it. Spiritual takers weave their influence and twist scripture to compel their victims to obey them. A toxic cocktail of fear, the promise of wealth and prosperity, and ignorance of God’s word, open the door for these vipers to come in and prey on the weak. While the most extreme examples are cults, these takers exist in garden variety churches as well.

The reason takers need to take is because they need surrogates to absorb the toxic byproducts of their dysfunctional lives. 

Rather than admit they are unhealthy, face the consequences, and do the hard work of changing their lives for the better, the takers look for victims to absorb their natural, negative consequences for them. They never feel anxiety or sadness because you’re doing it for them. They have no incentive to get better. 

The taker throws the party, has the fun, and leaves their victim to clean up the mess and pay the bill every time. Why does the victim do it? Because the taker is sly and cunning and has convinced their victim that they owe it to them. The cycle plays out over and over, sometimes with the victim becoming a taker themselves. This can go on for generations in families. The parent takes out their own unresolved fears and anxieties on their child and the child in turn does the same to theirs and this familial pyramid scheme persists for generations. These could very well be the generational sins the Bible references.

So how can you tell if you’re being preyed upon?

If you’re doing something solely because it is what someone else wants you to do and it’s causing you distress, that is an excellent indicator. Trust your gut. If that youth leader thinks regular intense one-on-one counseling sessions are necessary to get you “right” with God, but something twists in your gut at the notion of seeing him, then you know. If you’re jumping every time the phone rings because you think it might be that parent who wants you to do something for them and you fear reprisal if you don’t do their bidding, then you know. If you cringe when that bully of a coworker clocks in each day, then you know.

You have to know that you are a person as much as anyone else is. Your time, money, peace of mind, physical well-being, expertise, and happiness are your own. Unless you’ve clearly purchased something on credit or entered into a legal/ethical contract of some sort, YOU DON’T OWE ANYONE ANYTHING.

The world won’t end if the taker gets mad. Learn to value yourself and respect yourself, and learn to live less on others' approval. If you can do these things, you can send the takers packing.